I have been completely off of this entire wagon for like the last two weeks or so. I haven’t been watching what I’m eating at all. In general, what that really amounts to is massive quantities of fat in my diet. Still my caloric intake is low, but almost all the calories come from fat. Let’s be honest here…it’s gross.
It just feels like there’s so much other shit going on that I don’t want to be worrying about this stuff. I guess I really just wish it was easier for me so that it wasn’t such a huge issue all the time. If I had more inspiration then it wouldn’t be the gigantic chore to do everything right.
I’m just so fucking frustrated by myself all the time!!!