Well, folks, I’ve been holding back on this info because I’m freaked out about it, but here it is … in 10 hours time I’m a full-time college student. For those of you who don’t know me all that well, this isn’t the first time I’ve done this. This is, in fact, my third attempt. I’ve failed twice before in my efforts to do the whole college thing. And now, here I am, doing it again. I am, in fact, starting over from the very beginning. I think that failing at this again will just kill me, so I am determined not to.
I’m really trying to do this right this time. I’m trying to not have too many insane plans for the future, for what my doctorate is going to be in. Shit, right now I’m not even thinking about what I’m going to major in. Right now I just want to see if I can make it through this fucking semester. No, even that’s not right. Right now I’m just trying to make sure that I actually go to class tomorrow.
So please, keep your fingers crossed, offer me all your support, and if you have any advice, send it my way … I can use all the help I can get.